January 2010
2009
January was with Paul. February was with Paul. March was with Paul. April Paul and I broke up. May I was single. June I was single. July I was single. August I began senior year and was still single. September I was single. October I was single. November I was single. December I was single. And the entire time I was single, I was on the brink of being with Paul again. I’m not bitter that I...
why did i get so excited for this night?
2009 ending wont change a thing.
not a single damn thing.
just sitting here being jealous. nbd
mikokura, jake says youre gay. deny/admit?
I got saved for New Years =]
missthetrain:
Alyssa saw my earlier post about not having a life anywhere to go and she was like I don’t have a life either YO COME OVA!
So here we are, about to eat cupcakes and watch The Hangover.
Welcome, 2010.
booya
So in July I got my Tumblr.
jacomako:
That’s right, the Fail Train has been chugging along for a good 5 months, and we don’t plan on stopping! Honestly, Tumblr. You’ve pissed me off, kept me awake, and just downright depressed me sometimes. But without you, tumblr, I wouldn’t have met Jessie, Claudia, Alanna, Chante, Colleen, Glenda, Taylor, Deshawn, Myles, Freddy, Harvey, everyone. I know I only have 82 followers and that...
December 2009
to all of my new followers, im sorry i havent...
i know it sounds cliche but
i am a girl who will not be tamed.
i rough house with the best of them, prefer pickup trucks to bmws, and can pack a mean suckerpunch.
i would rather drive a car than be a passenger, but i am willing to SHARE the wheel.
being taken out to dinner is nice sometimes, but i would rather take turns with the check.
some people may call me a tomboy, which is right, i guess. but really, i just dont...
My two cents on the suicide watch tonight...
2 years ago, my beat friend called and told me he was suicidal, then hung up. I called him literally 37 times till he picked up. I cried a lot, so did he. I stayed on the phone with him for 8 hours that night until he finally went to sleep.
He tells me all the time that I saved his life simply by showing that someone out there still cared enough to cry over him and stay on the phone all...
Jake
You should get on aim just sayin
Hahahahahahahahaha mytumblarityis13...
Call the Nestle Crunch Hotline at 1-800-295-0051,...
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lauraes:
lissalynn:
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samyoung:
liarsoutthere:
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IT’S BUSY
TUMBLR STOP CLOGGING THE LINE
o m g this is awesome
my life is complete
oh my godddddd perfection
BEST THING EVER! Who even found this out?
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Oh god it hurts to be unwanted.
Oh god it hurts to be unwanted.
The colors of the world get a little bit more...
I love how he will text people the entire time he is with me, but god forbid he text me while he is with Zack.
I hate double standards so much.
I should not be this pissed that he never takes my...
But I am. It’s a superiority complex he has got to fucking get over because I’m really getting upset about it.
“L-O-V-E is just another word I never learned to pronounce.”
– 3OH!3
I almost hit him tonight. That’s never happened before with anyone. Ever. I don’t lost control. Ever. I am perfectly balanced and in check. Always. I didn’t know who I was for a minute. And that was the most terrifying thing of all. If I had punched him, I would never have forgiven myself.
Also
-GPS
-Fleece lined goodie
-fuzzy socks
-gift card
-college fund piggy bank[:
Send a card to a soldier overseas! FREE and takes... →
Christmas!
-Bluetooth transmitter for the car
-ihome on sterioids
-in ear headphones
-socks that look like sneakers
-set of travel bags
-earrings
-necklace
-CAMERA (not the one I’m saving up for, but still very nice!)
-frame wallet
Pajama Mode initiated.
Paul gave me another necklace for christmas(:
This one is a short silver chain with big links and a stick-loop close. Dangly heart on the clasp with a rhindstone. Looks like a Tiffany(: it’s gorgeous.
And he gave me an “inCase” laptop case for my MacBook. :D I love him and how well he knows me.
Any idea what an 18 yr old guy wants for...
I’m shopping for Paul today and idek what to get.
I am becoming such a GIRL. /:
I’ve always known how to flirt, but now I do. Often.
And I’ve always loved sunglasses and shoes and jewelry. But now I SEEK them and pay LOTS for them.
Oh and I used to wear makeup only when I was going somewhere I wanted to look good. Suddenly I’m wearing it everyday.
I fear for my mental stability.
I fell in love with a pair of sunglasses yesterday...
Too bad they were Jimmy Choos, AKA $295.99. Go figure.
New mission/New Year’s resolution: find knock offs JUST LIKE THEM. I have never wanted sunglasses so bad.
A 10:30 curfew on Christmas Break of senior year
frankly, is bullshit.
Just sayin.
“NO NO NO! We have a bunny! We can’t do this alone!!”
– Rachel Mudgett, regarding being thrown out of a house (yes, with a bunny).
I'm stuck in ACT for another hour and a half.
Then I have an internship final. Like…what the fudge could they test me over? And no one is posting cause they’re all in school/at work. My dashboard is only this dead during school hours. Which I am currently trying to pass through more quickly. FML.
“Don’t forget. I’m just a girl standing in front of a...”
– Notting Hill
“My heart only fought for what it wanted.
Now my heart is having to fight to let...”
– Anonymous
“Sometimes we tend to be in despair
when the person we love leaves us,
but the...”
– Anonymous
“If I never met you, I wouldn’t like you. If I didn’t like you I...”
– Anonymous
“Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly.”
– Rose Franken
“Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful.”
– Anonymous
“If you love someone you would be willing to give up everything for them, but if...”
– Anonymous
“I wanted a perfect ending, now I’ve learned, the hard way, that some poems...”
– Gilda Radner
Honestly, what is wrong with me?!?
missthetrain:
I miss him so much
Dammit he did me so wrong I shouldn’t want to ever speak to him again why can’t I get that through my thick skull
Will I really allow myself to walk back into this?
I shouldn’t have woken up in the middle of the night calling out for him
ohai welcome to my life like 10 times over?
How could you be so heartless?
i vote we have another war. like the shark/cat...
had to comment once more.
AP Econ and AP Lit finals tmrw. Maybe should sleep...
night fo real this time
